Plot Summary:In the early 1990s, Hongshen Jia, then in his mid twenties and based in Beijing, was considered one of the most promising of the emerging actors in China, with several movie and television roles to his credit. However, self doubt in his acting abilities coupled with an emerging drug problem, especially with heroin, led to him deciding to quit acting. Instead, he spent his time solely listening to music and taking drugs. His erratic behavior led to alienation of friends and ultimately leading a solitary life. First his sister and then in addition his rural based parents, his father who took early retirement, came to live with Hongshen in Beijing to help him through his life problems, which included financially supporting him. Hongshen treated them poorly, especially his father, who in turn accepted Hongshen's abusive behavior all in the name of helping him. But they didn't trust him and followed him everywhere. Ultimately the family had figure out what to do to best help Hongshen. Ultimately, Hongshen, and in association his family, is provided a unique opportunity to allow him to release the emotions associated with this turbulent time in his life.
本片是对演员贾宏声在上世纪九十年代整十年不堪回首岁月的真实再现，并由贾宏声本人及其家人回归各自相应身份参与回首。 贾宏声本是年轻有为的优秀演员，从1987年到1993年，他主演了《夏日的期待》、《银蛇谋杀案》、《北京你早》和《周末情人》等将近十部电影，渐渐小有名气。这期间，他接触并疯狂爱上了摇滚乐，视BEATLES乐队的约翰•列侬为精神之父，然而同时，他也接触了并非摇滚精神内核的大麻和软性毒品。自此，他不再接戏，性格变得极端、偏执和歇斯底里，无法再与其他人相处。其远在东北四平的父母为了不让儿子继续沉沦，提前退休把整个家搬到北京，随后的一切，都像一场似乎没有尽头的战争。 贾宏声于2010年7月5日下午坠楼身亡，时年43岁。
